I hate rendering

Sorry I didn’t write last night, but my computer was being used to render a new preview video for our Winter Retreat. I was up to 3:00 trying to get it to work the way I wanted it to, and even after all that is still doesn’t look as good as I wanted. Oh well.

Church was great tonight. It was one of those nights when everything just seems to click. The kids are in a good mood, and there are lots of them and the message may not be life changing, but at least they look like they are paying attention.

I have to say that there are times when I wonder if God really answers prayers, because it seems like everything I pray for doesn’t really happen, and then there are nights like tonight. If I can’t see that God answers prayers in the simple things of tonight then my eyes are closed. It always seems to work that way, the things that I think are major life things I get a weird combination of silence and “no” from God, but on the things that I think are little like having a room full of people worshiping God seems to come through more times than not. What I am seeing is maybe my idea of what is important and God’s idea of what is important are two different things. Maybe God sees the things that I consider little from the perspective of eternity and sees them as major deals.

I don’t know, I am just rambling now. I said all of that to say that God answered my prayer and I had a good day.

2 thoughts on “I hate rendering

  • January 21, 2005 at 10:06 PM

    i’ve got to agree with you on the rendering (and wondering when GOD answers prayers). i hate having to wait for it to work it’s way through getting everything straight. now i can’t remember if i was talking about rendering or prayer.


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