Today was another step in my attempt to stop running from problems and face them head on. At the end of the meeting I had a renewed respect for the man I was seeing and a better understanding of my own mistakes at my church. I have been praying daily for God to give me the wisdom to know what to do and the courage to do it. It has been a scary two weeks, but I think it has been very productive.
There are still many more people that I need to talk to, and many more people I need to seek forgiveness from, but I feel that things are moving in the right direction. With God’s help I am trying to be more upfront with people and to slowly but surely become the man that He created me to be.